Sad but I guess we all need our vices. Or at least not to worry when they're both simultaneously taken away and then we fight.
It's sad, but every time Paul acts weird I think he must be getting ready to dump me. I'm probably just used to having my happiness shattered, God knows it's happened enough times to me now. Paul's always like "What's it gonna take??" He seems to think marrying me will solve that issue.
Ha.
I'm really excited because an awesome opportunity came my way last Friday, and now I have a new job driving traffic via blog, Twitter, and articles for a web-based training program. I got to choose the web design and everything. This is really awesome... I was about to start teaching myself this stuff anyway, and now I get to get paid to do it. I have a good feeling about it. Still a little afraid that I will suck, however, if my efforts result in even 2 sales a month of this program I figure they'll keep me on. It pays enough per week to pay all my bills and rent and then some, and I also get 10% of all the sales I drive (at $2000 each...)
Could end up being really, really good.
I hope this is the beginning of the financial turning point I've been looking for in my life. This is truly my dharma in every sense of the word - my biggest talent, writing, combined with my biggest time waster, the internet, combined with a major need - traffic.
If things go the way I want, a year from now Paul and I may be buying a house and getting married.
Things change fast.
© beotch at
2:34 a.m.
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